It’s been ages since we’ve talked in earnest;(more…)
when there were nights we spent almost sleepless
talking over the phone. I don’t even know who
you are anymore. It’s been so long, I miss you.
I remember the time I called you after school;
I had you confused and looking like a fool
by guessing the one place you could have gone to
and saying I crossed the country just to see you.
Looking back, that was very mean of me; you were
and still are the best of people I could ask for.
We became friends when I tried to console you,
but now I run to you when I’m feeling blue.
I remember when you went to the museum with me
so I won’t be alone and now how could I not see
how good a friend you’ve been to me. It seems
you’ve done more for me than I could dream.
I had only been asking for favors and advice
without asking how you are, and not realize
you have burdens you carry that I’m not helping
and maybe my own burdens even contributing.
We’re both ill; we’re both in need of a friend
—and you’ve been that while I’ve been absent.
I didn’t even know your worries, your pains
...until recently. I wish we get to talk more again.